Help me
Publicerat 2015-02-21 16:29:25 i
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Help me help me help me help m
Glamorous blur
Publicerat 2015-02-21 02:58:56 i
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I couldn't care less about staying alive anymore.
My life might become a meaningless but glamorous blur of existentialism and vapid beauty - at the very best, but I'll never be pure. My disdain for dirt and foulness is starting to shatter everything.
Things seem meaningless. Just completely hollow. I only want to seem elegant at this point. I still don't know how that would ever help me though.
Vanity
Publicerat 2015-02-17 21:49:33 i
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I try! I know for sure that I'll dye my hair green again - soon. Probably in just a few days. It makes me feel like a mermaid. Or princess Neptune. I feel like a traffic light though because I go from red to green all the time.
Januari
Publicerat 2015-02-07 00:57:03 i
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things i like #5
Publicerat 2015-02-06 15:02:32 i
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Moon skin
Publicerat 2015-02-06 03:23:13 i
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Insomnia, night wandering and existentialism
Starry eyed
Publicerat 2015-02-06 00:10:58 i
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I still haven't learned to use them properly but I'm quite happy i bought these watercolours
Inspiration?
Publicerat 2015-02-04 19:41:17 i
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I am the sea and nobody owns me
Publicerat 2015-02-03 23:59:09 i
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“And like the sea, I’m constantly changing from calm to hell.”
hit me and it felt like a kiss
Publicerat 2015-01-28 00:52:24 i
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fruit punch, face punch
sweet persephone
Publicerat 2015-01-24 03:14:28 i
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flowers will grow from you
Watercolour
Publicerat 2015-01-21 01:24:04 i
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i tried and failed but ill try again i suppose
Fairies
Publicerat 2015-01-18 09:36:55 i
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I like moths more than anything
Set your spirit dancing
Publicerat 2015-01-18 00:34:42 i
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You crush the lily in my soul ♡
I wanna be immortal
Publicerat 2015-01-17 22:22:59 i
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The fear of oblivion is so overwhelming when you want to die, and even more so when you're a confused romantic as well. I want pineapple juice
Publicerat 2015-01-16 00:34:42 i
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(not my photo)
I miss spring and all its hopefulness and the pastel cotton dresses, but I also miss summer and the chlorine fever, and hair that smells of salt waves.
funnily enough, I miss winter as well. even though it is winter?
i just want snow i suppose
is this happiness
Publicerat 2015-01-15 18:10:08 i
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dear lord, im so tired of feeling numb. i'm so far away from happiness, i don't even know if I am happy or not. but if I am... I don't think I want happiness.
and also
my therapist is not very nice to be honest
(this isn't my picture)
something is eating away at me with splendid teeth
Publicerat 2015-01-15 17:07:17 i
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break
Publicerat 2015-01-10 19:48:53 i
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“People use the word break
in funny ways. Sometimes
the sky breaks open. Or
when your voice breaks,
it’s because something
is so true your throat forgot itself"
paradises and such
Publicerat 2015-01-10 19:09:47 i
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if heaven has a real name, what is it
and does it feel like plastic or soft fur or lace curtains or is it just blue and cold and icy
and does it taste like liquorice or maybe something sweet and fake like vanilla
and does it have a fragrance?? maybe lilies or peaches or the earth? an artificial earth?
do i become something new or does my soul break free and dive into the paradise
what feelings will i experience in heaven
no anger? no sorrow? can i feel happy without sorrow?? will I feel peaceful? is that it, eternal fabricated peace?
i don’t think i belong in heaven
