Relentless
“Girls love each other like animals. There is something ferocious and unself-conscious about it. We don’t guard ourselves like we do with boys. No one trains us to shield our hearts from each other. With girls, it’s total vulnerability from the beginning. Our skin is bare and soft. We love with claws and teeth and the blood is just proof of how much. It’s feral.
And it’s relentless.”
Leah Raeder, Black Iris
Skönhet eller bristen på skönhet
Jag vill verkligen vara ett konstverk men det är jag inte och jag vet inte vad jag ska göra åt det. Kanske jag kan göra som Dorian Gray. Vad tycker ni
JUL HJUL YULE
Orkar egentligen inte jul alls men jag tänker göra det bästa av situationen och ha på mig en lång vit klänning imorgon för jag vill låtsas vara snö. Önskar att jag också lös upp kalla gator. 
Fast det gör jag ju inte. Men vem bryr sig (PS klippte min lugg nu har jag kort bob)
Fast det gör jag ju inte. Men vem bryr sig (PS klippte min lugg nu har jag kort bob)
Lyckliga er
Att det finns tonåringar som kan gå till skolan som normala människor och inte är fullkomligt livrädda för allt har ärligt talat blivit ett svårbegripligt koncept för mig vid det här laget. Det är faktiskt lite orättvist att det är just jag som är så sjuk i huvudet
disgrace
We are ugly but we have the music
Hymn for Amphitrite
Silver mirrors - they float on the sea
The deep waters are my mirror. It's me.
White petals scattered on the surface
These coral reefs might bring sweet death.
Embrace me, Amphitrite -
Hold me
Your hair is blue and wet and I drown in it - She says to me
"I'll swim to you if you want me to,
I'll sing for you if you want me to
Do you hear me through the shell?
Does my voice surge through the wishing well?"
Powerful, healing
Down the sea bed with the surface as my ceiling
I create a home, to rest in peace
I breathe and I sing a melody -
Now a siren -
Amphitrite brought my remedy
I cut my damn hair
I feel at ease
Old agony
im flora.
wet grass and blueberries.
im starlight.
devilish dead stars, galactic teardrops.
i resemble mercury. i burn,
i shine, i glimmer and i burn.
im god.
my lips are filled with gold. they’re blessed by venus.
i bathe in moonlit salt waves.
Sea foam on the crest of the waves
rotting sweetness
Blurry paintings
My visions are bleak
Grey shadows, grey clamshells
Tainted by agony
Marilyn, please wake up
I can't do this without you
It haunts me,
I'll die soon and the angels will hate me
I take off my ivory skin,
to let you in
And finally you'll see I'm rotten underneath
Blue waters, blue screams
Cold blues, my dress is white and cream
Couldn't do this without you
This isn't happening
Teenage sweethearts, a heart of glass
All tears, no jazz
My arcade darling, burlesque queen
Remember me?
White winged dove
ugly
im a virgin suicide,
dressed in floral tights
there’s poison in the air,
and the toxic sky turns white
lavender crop top,
bright like a neon light
red lipstick
and snow white-limbed
gold hair flowing in the wind
they’re condescending, the stars;
looking down on me with a vile grin
It’s all because I’m pretty,
so pretty
it’s a sin.
I died in a bathtub; my lips were
cold and blue
the stars murdered me, I always
knew what they could do
lived with a fear of death, but wished for it too
and as they say, from my rotten
body, plants and flowers grew
and though they thought they
wouldn’t be;
they’re still jealous,
the stars,
im luminous as a ghost too
Things i like #7
1930's dolly
things i like #6
baby teeth
the tooth fairy still guards my baby teeth 🐇
I bruise so easily
Strangle me and eat my bones, please
Galadriel
I am not a nerd......
Vernal rite
“A nymph came pirouetting, under white
Rotating petals, in a vernal rite
To kneel before an altar in a wood
Where various articles of toilet stood.”
Mermaid motel
And you salute me, Miss America
Because
I am. I am.
