if heaven has a real name, what is it
and does it feel like plastic or soft fur or lace curtains or is it just blue and cold and icy
and does it taste like liquorice or maybe something sweet and fake like vanilla
and does it have a fragrance?? maybe lilies or peaches or the earth? an artificial earth?
do i become something new or does my soul break free and dive into the paradise
what feelings will i experience in heaven
no anger? no sorrow? can i feel happy without sorrow?? will I feel peaceful? is that it, eternal fabricated peace?
i don’t think i belong in heaven