hit me and it felt like a kiss
fruit punch, face punch
sweet persephone
flowers will grow from you
Watercolour
i tried and failed but ill try again i suppose
Fairies
I like moths more than anything
Set your spirit dancing
I wanna be immortal
The fear of oblivion is so overwhelming when you want to die, and even more so when you're a confused romantic as well.
I want pineapple juice
(not my photo)
I miss spring and all its hopefulness and the pastel cotton dresses, but I also miss summer and the chlorine fever, and hair that smells of salt waves.
funnily enough, I miss winter as well. even though it is winter?
i just want snow i suppose
is this happiness
dear lord, im so tired of feeling numb. i'm so far away from happiness, i don't even know if I am happy or not. but if I am... I don't think I want happiness. 
(this isn't my picture)
and also
my therapist is not very nice to be honest
something is eating away at me with splendid teeth
break
“People use the word break
in funny ways. Sometimes
the sky breaks open. Or
when your voice breaks,
it’s because something
is so true your throat forgot itself"
paradises and such
if heaven has a real name, what is it
and does it feel like plastic or soft fur or lace curtains or is it just blue and cold and icy
and does it taste like liquorice or maybe something sweet and fake like vanilla
and does it have a fragrance?? maybe lilies or peaches or the earth? an artificial earth?
do i become something new or does my soul break free and dive into the paradise
what feelings will i experience in heaven
no anger? no sorrow? can i feel happy without sorrow?? will I feel peaceful? is that it, eternal fabricated peace?
i don’t think i belong in heaven
brandy and pain and floral lace
some thoughts?
I have a ridiculous amount of bad poetry or scribbles as I humbly like to call it. Sometimes I think I would like to turn them into a book. Not a "real" book of course, but write them all neatly into a notebook or something. I don't know, it's just an idea I had. I think that could be quite cool.
(Funny thing is I wouldn't want a single soul to read it.)
our love is god, let's go get a slushie
Weird o-:
let science explain it
would anyone still love me if they knew that my head spins all the time and i think things i don't want to think and im completely lost in existensialism and despair? lol 
energy and vibrations
"Quantum physicists discovered that physical atoms are made up of vortices of energy that are constantly spinning and vibrating, each one radiating its own unique energy signature. Therefore, if we really want to observe ourselves and find out what we are, we are really beings of energy and vibration, radiating our own unique energy signature -this is fact and is what quantum physics has shown us time and time again. We are much more than what we perceive ourselves to be, and it’s time we begin to see ourselves in that light. If you observed the composition of an atom with a microscope you would see a small, invisible tornado-like vortex, with a number of infinitely small energy vortices called quarks and photons. These are what make up the structure of the atom. As you focused in closer and closer on the structure of the atom, you would see nothing, you would observe a physical void. The atom has no physical structure, we have no physical structure, physical things really don’t have any physical structure! Atoms are made out of invisible energy, not tangible matter." - Arjun Walia
Vienna waits
I was in Vienna, nearly a year ago now. But oh, it was a joy! Eye candy. Aesthetic perfection. The people were rude. But it didn't matter because the trees were so green, the buildings were so shiny, I wanted to kiss the statues and Vienna by Billy Joel was stuck in my head during the whole trip.
♡ Town ♡
I went to see The hobbit with my mum a few days ago and was delighted to discover all this glitter and threads of shimmer!
happy new year ♡
♡♡♡ time is an illusion nothing exists nothing is real ♡♡♡
